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[Sunday
October 7th, 2007 11:02pm] |
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Yes, NOT AGAIN.
But yeah.
http://xanga.com/ephemeral_d
underscore dudes underscore remember that haha.
I have this stupid weird penchant for setting up xangas during exams!
-smacks head.
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| The great escape |
[Saturday
October 6th, 2007 12:19am] |
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Wah today's exam marathon was quite mentally draining. By the Bio RA paper I couldn't wait for 3pm and I was very restless. In the end I just gave alot of crappy answers. Heng the marks don't contribue to that GPA :)
Prayer does wonders<3
And can you believe it, before the Bio RA paper the entire class came together to pray. Even the non-christians. God can make what seems impossible become possible :D
The answers we'll never find.
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[Tuesday
October 2nd, 2007 10:39pm] |
"Aiyoh girls, the solid won't say, I will not dissolve I will not dissolve I will not dissolve!"
Haha miss may tan is so funny :D I really hope I won't get kicked out of chemRA.
GRAH so much for being focussed. I really need to stop sleeping. Oh and guess what I love feelo ohmytian .__.
Tragedy! Abbylee mine is more tragic than yours!
7th: Go or don't go? DON'T GO
And 14th is very near! I'm quite scared of the mic.
Oh and happy plans for the future I can't wait :)
"You will keep in perfect peace, him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you."
- Isaiah 26:3.
I lift my eyes to the hills - where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth.
- Psalm 121: 1-2
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[Sunday
September 30th, 2007 9:54pm] |
 Death is nothing at all
Death is nothing at all.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
I am I and you are you,
Whatever we were to each other, that we still are.
Call me by my old familiar name,
Speak to me in the easy way which you always used.
Put no difference in your tone,
wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow,
laugh as we always laughed
at the little jokes we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was.
Let it be spoken without effort,
without the trace of a shadow in it.
Life means all that it ever meant,
it is the same as it ever was.
There is unbroken continuity,
why should I be out of mind
because I am out of sight?
I am waiting for you
somewhere, very near,
just around the corner.
All is well
- Henry Scott Holland 1847-1918
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PDa posted this on the Ignyte blog. I'm really amazed by PDa. Really really. Thank you so much Lord for blessing Ignyte with such an awesome pastor. I could never ask for more.
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| 4am! |
[Thursday
September 27th, 2007 7:27pm] |
Focus hocus pocus grah ._.
SACRIFICE _ is all about sacrifice ain't it.
But this is one thing I really don't want to let go of.
Today I'm getting the "myselfworthisbasedonGPAs" syndrome again. Which is bad. Sorry hiu and zhen for having to bear with my excessive whining. Maybe it's because EYAs are just around the corner. I'm going to learn to be like zhen! And remember that God can help us through everything because He is mighty to save :D No matter how well/badly I do in the end I know that God has a plan for how things turn out.
AND DUDES, remember to put God before mugging! GOD > EYAS!
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| I declare my hiatus ineffective |
[Wednesday
September 26th, 2007 12:06am] |
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Okay :(
Direction direction direction. I need direction in so many areas. Oh Lord what happened to all the plans you showed me. They're practically impossible, judging by how things are looking now /: Maybe I expected too much. But isn't this what you wanted me to do isn't this why I was placed here for.
Even your strength will fail you, unless it comes from the Lord.
We have to be weak to be broken by God, to be humbled completely, before God's strength can come and take ahold of our lives.
I've seen this happen in so many people, so many times, and it is through this process that they are raised up to be used so mightily by God.
Even for myself. I have let go of so many things over this past year, but I still have to learn how to stop basing my self-worth on how many worldly things I take on, to come before God empty-handed, yet alive in His hands.
And YOU ah. EYAs are a test of your faith! It's when you need your faith the most. Even though it may seem impossibly hard to entrust it all into God's hands, all you have to do is really just to ask. Ask and you shall receive. Then just leave the outcome to him. God will always make a way. And I know sometimes it gets so terribly painful for you too, and I may seem not to understand anything at all, but I promise you if you ever ever need a listening ear I'm here for you. God is always in control, and it's through times of weakness where he will teach you and show you what he can do to make it right again. All you need to do is believe and open your heart to allow him to work in you. Bu yao fang qi, keep holding on to His promises <3
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| I hate mosquitoes |
[Monday
September 24th, 2007 6:10pm] |
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Where is rachelmiao why is she taking so long to come back!
I'm stuck in class but at least I have the computer and math assignment to do (:
Yeah I know hiatus. Where is my discipline maaan. LOL.
I wish things could go back to what they were like before. ):
But we sing, if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing, if it's not enough
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| I know I said Hiatus but... |
[Wednesday
September 19th, 2007 9:19pm] |
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Remember how I said math was my last hope? I was at my wits end and I entrusted everything to God because I knew that I would never be able to do this on my own. And God helped me salvage my math marks! Chinese baozhangbaodao, before the test I had never written a baozhangbaodao before but still God made a way. SS, I passed by only one mark for midyears and but this test can help me pull up my marks. Thank you so much God for giving me hope again<3
On a side note, I want this Korg Triton Extreme! But it's chao ex D:
EYA schedule
3rd Oct - Philosophy
4th Oct - English Paper 2
5th Oct - Biology, Geography, Biology RA
8th Oct - Chemistry, Chemistry RA
9th Oct - HCL Paper 1, HCL Paper 2
10th Oct - Physics
11th Oct - Mathematics, Mathematics RA (RAHHH)
When everyone's screaming and partying after math, RA kids still have one more paper to take. Annoying right >:B
IT'S MUGGING FINISH YOUR HOMEWORK TIME DUDES.
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| Happy plans for the future<3 |
[Tuesday
September 18th, 2007 8:14pm] |
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Today I felt so unwanted and stupid
Yeah I wish ______________________ ):
But anyway I shall think of that [refer to title] whenever I'm sad/stressed (it will help!)
OFFICIALLY HIATUS-ING AS OF 18TH SEPT 07.
(Hopefully my papers end by the 11th)
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| Two times, one love |
[Monday
September 17th, 2007 10:50pm] |
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I think I'm using x as a substitute. Because I __________.
But then the difference reminds me so much of w and why I _________________.
I think being strong is the most amazing thing anyone can be.
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| Happyness! |
[Monday
September 17th, 2007 6:29pm] |
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Okay there are one million songs playing in my head now. I'm very happy :D Music makes me happy.
TobyMac and Facebook are ADDICTIVE :D (D:?) I want TobyMac's Portable Sounds! Mikey said it was at least 5 stars, if not 5 and a half stars haha. I need to stop getting hooked on facebook though. I spent so much time on it ytd and today ._. EOYs are in 17 days /: Duuuudes I can't even finish my work/PTs, much less start mugging. I will most probably hiatus soon.
Volleyball today was CRAZY haha. I laugh until stomach pain okay! Yay I don't get so many diseased-looking bruises anymore.
God is really faithful and true. Finally. After so long, after so many times of disappointment again and again, helplessness and frustration, after praying so hard and hungering so much for it... I finally got my breakthrough. (: How much more awesome can He get! Heh. And I couldn't have done it without Jas and how much she prayed for me too. Thank you God and thank you Jas <3
Comm? :D
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| Hardcore mugging! |
[Thursday
September 13th, 2007 11:18pm] |
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"mr reality is a jerk. if he knocks on your door don't let him in."
Haha. Such a cute quote right.
Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something
And I do not know why I tried
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
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| Memes! |
[Tuesday
September 11th, 2007 9:04pm] |
& well today i discovered
the vast, vast, vast amount
that i need to know and do not yet know
to being psb head band major
and i have a feeling it's just the beginning oh well
- quoted from Miaooo.
I thought I was uber uber late for CFC and I was very asdfghjl; cos I thought people would think I was very irresponsible to be late and I wouldn't get to worship lead and all :( But I'm so glad they waited! Like really really really glad. I love you CFC people <3 And this is the first time in a long time I was able to serve and worship so wholeheartedly. God's opening my eyes up to so many many things.
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| Putting my heart back together |
[Sunday
September 9th, 2007 9:20pm] |
I love Jas Choeee. If she didn't talk to me today I'd probably still be feeling the same lousy way I've been feeling for quite awhile. I think she's one of the people I really really look up to in my life.
God I just want to offer you this little I have. Take it all Lord. Give me the right heart to serve You so I no longer need to fear.
I'm so sick of HSSRP. I haven't even done any of my homework or mugged for math mock but I have no choice but to continue doing this project ): God please give me strength!
Yay Esther I hope you enjoyed yourself today although everything melted ): How many birthday songs ah! Seven is it? Hahah. And yay Ignyte drew YA two all. Well done Ignyte! (:
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| Dearest Esther, |
[Sunday
September 9th, 2007 12:00am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Too bad I'm not the first right ): But I called okay!
Second second second :D
ANYWAY I'm going to hog you on the phone so BC cannot call through >:B I'm so eeeevil haha!
I love you ♥
BFF! (:
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